A Vain Attempt

I’ve said that I love her but she laughed


I’ve cried out loud but no one consoled

I’ve shouted with hatred but no one took heed

I’ve left alone but still no one swiped my tears



The murk covered me and the light passed away

I’m all alone and the only things I have are grief and sorrow

The world slows down then got tired of me

Eyes are glaring and left me absurd



How can I live if love will be nonsense?

How can I breathe if the feeling is oppressive?

Do you think I can survive?

If the only person that shows me love is none but myself

Anticipation

I promised that I’ll never be afraid


Will never be faint

Instead, I’ll be ready to face

Every piece of obstructions

I thought that I can

But the confidence lost out

The sudden intimacy gave me

A wrong perception

I thought our feeling is mutual

But that was a simple lunacy

Till now, it’s just an aspiration

To love her will never be as easy

Cause her heart is caught by a man

That I can never be